what i did today

OK, today i was off work, last night i did not sleep and all we do is fight, i am tired, i cant always be wrong can i? Anyway, i need a break from work, from this island from my life. I need to make new friends, i have been hiding away for three years and its just pathetic. I fear i am falling into a deep hole and its scary as hell!

I dont know why i write here, like this i mean, maybe its a sort of therapy or something, i know i am sad, maybe depressed and i just want to feel happy and cared for............ maybe there was a reason behind the insane rant title? who knows? i dont have answers, only tears and questions