Men and fingernails and other nonsense

Monday – weekend has gone, back at work and I feel shattered.

Why am I such an emotional cow? So many things are happening that set me off, it bugs me that I cannot keep it all in, maybe I just was not made that way but he hates it and I am thinking its making him hate me!

Wednesday he is off again for a few weeks, I need a break from the rock – maybe I need a break from us too, I don’t know. I hate that he has to leave and I am beginning to wonder if he will come back and if he does how long for, I mean you can hardly blame me.

It seems there are always a million excuses and it never seems like I am welcome, who knows. Today I told him to be straight with me if he wants us then say so if not let me grieve and move on, well I didn’t say that as such, just be straight with me. I have been in that situation before, my ex had itchy feet and sent me off to see my mum while he got to know someone else and then still didn’t bother to tell me straight until I found out, that hurt like hell and I will not put up with shit – I think it damaged me in a way, or maybe it taught me a lesson, who knows. I just hate being apart that’s all.

Today I am using a tool I didn’t know I had, a stitch tool to put two images that overlap together, I normally cut and paste and fuck about for ages, I didn’t know this program had a stitch function. It’s not a great tool, or maybe I just have not gotten the hang of it yet? Erm why is it stitching well but slanting half the freakin image????

Maybe I am just too tired? Hmmm maybe I need an injection of humour, someone please…………

Oh shit I almost forgot, I had a blog inspired thing to say about yesterday. We went to the market (its seems all tat nowadays) and then a walk around Valletta and went into a shop (jewellers) and there was a guy in the shop, you know shop assistant type, who must have thought long fingernails were acceptable. Jut a point here, long fingernails are acceptable, ON WOMEN, GIRLS and TRANSVESTITES! They are however NOT acceptable on men! But you think that’s as bad as it gets? No, it isn’t, he had the thumbnails filed to points!!! Seriously long triangularly filed fingernails. Pointy fingernails are silly on women let alone men. So if you are male and reading this blog, look at your hands, can you see more that 3mm of white at the tips of your fingernails? If you answered yes to that question, go and get a darn nail file or a good pair of nail clippers and keep those nails SHORT and neat. If you don’t want to you will be a very lonely chappie playing with his own chappie. Hang on maybe that’s the whole reason, cant get a woman so grow nails like a woman so that if your having a pull it is with a womanly hand (sick aint I!)