I dont need it

My brother is married to a person I no longer want to deal with - I tried for a long time to be nice and welcoming with her and she was always bitchy about my man which for the most part I let go over my head.

A while ago she caused a huge problem for all of us because of her daughter. She is very un-stable and its sad really but I decided that I could either allow myself to get upset and pissed off with the shit they cause or just shut them out. I chose the latter. I mean I see them at my dads once in a while and I love my brother and his little girl but I do not want to talk to the wife and daughter anymore.

Today I went to see my dad and my brother came up with his daughter accompanied by the stepkid - she is about to turn 16 and in some ways she is very childish yet in others she is very mature. Anyway when the little one saw me she gave me a really lovely greeting, she shouted my name and ran to me for a hug (she is 4).

After a while I decided it was time to go home so I got my stuff together and said bye to my dad and niece and left. As I was going the step-daughter followed me and was rambling about she doesn't hat my man and she loves me blah blah - I mean it took some bottle to say it I guess and I kind of admire it but she cant understand I do not want anything to do with her mother ever so just stop f&%$ing going on about it!

There is a jealousy issue with a group of people she (the wife) knows, quite frankly they are people with no life and all they want to do is stick their noses in peoples business and their knives in the backs of people better than them. I solved this by cutting these people out of my life and I feel better for it.

I don't really know what the point of this entry is - maybe I just needed to vent a bit. There are a lot of things about the wife I don't like not her but what she does such as go out and get pissed leaving her daughter to look after the baby while she was going through a depression. One time she slammed the baby down in front of my dad - he freaked out about it as you can imagine - luckily my niece was not hurt. I mean this girl took a kitchen knife to school and was self harming, she needed help not responsability of a 1 year old right!

Anyway, I will shut up now, Sorry to go on...........